You're wrong.
Even before the day you started noticing me, I've already noticed you, I've already imagined better days with you. I've already asked myself how nice life could be with you.
My days started to become brighter when you started to give me attention with all your clever humor and charisma which you always thought I never find entertaining. I heard you always talk about me even when I'm not around and you even jokingly said what could you do to finally make me fall for you. I always put down every jokes you make and every flattering words you say because I'm afraid my feelings get obvious. I don't want you to know that I'm falling for everything you say and do, I dread you'll know that you succeeded in all your efforts to make me fall for you.
I'm afraid to take a chance with you mainly because I knew you as someone who doesn't take everything seriously. Someone who makes fun of almost anything and everything. All you say and do seem insincere. I don't want to look foolish falling for a joke. Although I might just did, at least no one knew how much of a foolish I am, if ever.
This has always been a problem with me whenever it comes to my feelings. I'd never take a chance with someone regardless of how deep my feelings were when there's only even a very tiny inconsistency. I don't want to look weak by letting them see how hurt I am when the day comes that things get rough, when they know I fell for someone who isn't serious about his feelings.
If only I don't hold back too much and allow things to take their own way, we might have taken the chance a long time ago but I don't have enough courage to take compromises. I oppose the saying "It's better to love and hurt than feel nothing at all". I just can't do that now.
I'd rather get sure-hurt by not trying than get maybe-hurt by venturing into the unknown. I'm such a wimp, I know but I just haven't found someone worth all the possible hurts in the course of the relationship. I look forward to the day when I meet someone whom I can easily say "It would be a privilege to have my heart be broken by you."
Yes I fell for you and I am still falling but I guess you wouldn't know and you'll never do.
Even before the day you started noticing me, I've already noticed you, I've already imagined better days with you. I've already asked myself how nice life could be with you.
My days started to become brighter when you started to give me attention with all your clever humor and charisma which you always thought I never find entertaining. I heard you always talk about me even when I'm not around and you even jokingly said what could you do to finally make me fall for you. I always put down every jokes you make and every flattering words you say because I'm afraid my feelings get obvious. I don't want you to know that I'm falling for everything you say and do, I dread you'll know that you succeeded in all your efforts to make me fall for you.
I'm afraid to take a chance with you mainly because I knew you as someone who doesn't take everything seriously. Someone who makes fun of almost anything and everything. All you say and do seem insincere. I don't want to look foolish falling for a joke. Although I might just did, at least no one knew how much of a foolish I am, if ever.
This has always been a problem with me whenever it comes to my feelings. I'd never take a chance with someone regardless of how deep my feelings were when there's only even a very tiny inconsistency. I don't want to look weak by letting them see how hurt I am when the day comes that things get rough, when they know I fell for someone who isn't serious about his feelings.
If only I don't hold back too much and allow things to take their own way, we might have taken the chance a long time ago but I don't have enough courage to take compromises. I oppose the saying "It's better to love and hurt than feel nothing at all". I just can't do that now.
I'd rather get sure-hurt by not trying than get maybe-hurt by venturing into the unknown. I'm such a wimp, I know but I just haven't found someone worth all the possible hurts in the course of the relationship. I look forward to the day when I meet someone whom I can easily say "It would be a privilege to have my heart be broken by you."
Yes I fell for you and I am still falling but I guess you wouldn't know and you'll never do.