He’s making you feel special but there is something that’s holding you back. Actually not something but someone. Question is why is he even treating you so special when he already has someone to do that for? Why is he constantly giving you mixed signals? Now you don’t know what to feel and believe anymore. You’re afraid that when you admit your feelings, he’ll reject it and say you mistook his chivalry for love. On the other hand, you might regret not having admitted your feelings, you might push him away. He’d think you aren’t interested and there’ll be no chance for the both of you at all. You became so guarded, you show no emotions because you don’t want to get hurt by assuming that things are going on between you two, yet you still ended up being the one who got hurt. The good thing (I don’t think it’s even an appropriate term coz there isn’t a good thing in this story at all) is, you got hurt but no one knew.. No one will ever know. You will be spared with other’s pity because it’s the worst thing that could happen to you in this story- be pitied by others because your heart was broken by believing that he loves you.
You wish he knows all about this – the confusing drama of how he’s making you fly to the skies and possibly leave with no one to catch when you fall. You hope he knows without you telling him.
You wish he knows all about this – the confusing drama of how he’s making you fly to the skies and possibly leave with no one to catch when you fall. You hope he knows without you telling him.