Maybe the truth why I left was because I don't wanna settle with what we had because I was starting to fall for him and I was afraid he might just be a temporary one and that I might lose track of what's truly meant to be. That maybe the right one will just pass me by because I was looking at him who was too far, literally and figuratively.
I was afraid we might not work out for good because the situation was difficult and atypical.
I was afraid to take chances. I played it safe.
And while I was facing that predicament, there's also a disturbing thought about how he might really be the one and I might lose grip of our chance because I was too afraid he might not be the one? Too ironic. Pathetic dilemma.
Now I can't go back. The bridge that we used to easily cross inspite of our five thousand miles distance has been burned. I may or may not have lost the chance of finding the one.
Lesson learned the hard way: never be afraid to take chances specially if there is no valid reason to. It's better to take the chance and fail than play it safe and keep wondering all your life if what you did was right. After all, right one or not, took the chance or played it safe, it hurts just the same.
And after all, who among us knows who's meant for us? If we have the power to, there'd be no heartbreaks.
I was afraid we might not work out for good because the situation was difficult and atypical.
I was afraid to take chances. I played it safe.
And while I was facing that predicament, there's also a disturbing thought about how he might really be the one and I might lose grip of our chance because I was too afraid he might not be the one? Too ironic. Pathetic dilemma.
Now I can't go back. The bridge that we used to easily cross inspite of our five thousand miles distance has been burned. I may or may not have lost the chance of finding the one.
Lesson learned the hard way: never be afraid to take chances specially if there is no valid reason to. It's better to take the chance and fail than play it safe and keep wondering all your life if what you did was right. After all, right one or not, took the chance or played it safe, it hurts just the same.
And after all, who among us knows who's meant for us? If we have the power to, there'd be no heartbreaks.